To the EMT/EMS/Pre-Medicine community.
This isn’t my main blog (the other is filled with guys lol). I’d just like to thank all of you who’ve given me some kind of advice or helped me in some way. It’s nice to know we have a sense of community. To those of you who are new..like me..I encourage you to ask the more established blogs questions. They’ve opened me up to a lot of things that I...
you cant just do this to my heart you dick hole -__— lol
All is not well
I’ve discussed this before. But I can’t seem to remember the last time this has happened again. The cloud is back. I’m not really sure what triggers this waves of depression …maybe i do just think too much and take too many things to hear. Either way. I’m sad. And I guess i have reasons to be but I can’t single out why I feel this way. It built up all...
I thought the answer to the below problem would be a bf….but I have a rant ready for this…but it’s 230 and i’m tired. more later
I was meant to be alone.
I get into these really dark moods sometimes. And well I sorta feel like shit so lets see if venting my feeling to 19 people plus the others that take the time to read this. (Thanks btw) I’ve always had a hard time trusting people. I mean that’s a general term I guess…”trust”…we can trust people with a lot of things in our lives..money, our materialistic...
The Moon is at home in Cancer, which gives those with this sign a striking depth of feeling and imagination. Those lucky to have them in their lives can enjoy warm affection and a sense of intimacy, whether as a friend or a romantic partner. For them every encounter is meaningful, and it gives weight to all their relationships. Each life experience is remembered as an emotional impression, and...
averymiacrissmas: this might not be the same for you as it is for me but repeat after me: YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GPA YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GPA YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GPA YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GPA YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GPA YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR...
greentext medic: feeling weird →
greentextmedic: >treating a man with symptomatic SVTs on the cardiac monitor >vagal maneuvers fail to bring the rate down >next intervention in protocol is chemical cardioversion >6mg of adenosine chemically stops the heart from beating for a couple of seconds, giving the heart a chance to reset its rhythm >TL;DR essentially you fucking kill him for five seconds >tell the...
brittneeeyy: Just breath, just breath, breath…..
pineapple-ninja: I need guy help :( I like how people liked this..yet 1 actual response lol
BOOM!: You. Sigh. →
pineapple-ninja: First, know that I love you and you are one of my best friends and i hope to be for a very long time. But (the bad part…don’t hate me…i really just need you to know.) Honestly. Walk away. In my opinion you’re wasting your time on this, stressing yourself out and KILLING yourself. I sincerely…
BOOM!: You. Again. Sigh. →
pineapple-ninja: First, know that I love you and you are one of my best friends and I hope to be for a very long time. But (the bad part…don’t hate me…i really just need you to know…I guess). Second, I can’t believe how fast we became close in like a summer. Haha but know that I’m your friend and will always be no…
pineapple-ninja: Throughout my life (so far) I have concluded these things. Never settle for less than your worth. Keep your morals, ethics, and goals. Always have at least one true friend. Family is always first. Drugs and ect will ruin your life. Never...
we are all prisoners of out own mind.
My room is being held hsotage by ,y attenmtion seeoing roomate. honestly im starting to think he was a mistake to agree with. because l;ike he practically hates us. sooo if i got someone else we all would have had someomne who likes us more -__- idk ‘ hwatn was today.but i,m toon la xybto fix it.. idk does that guess..see i knew i tyoped that wronjg too ___— does thatv mean ik...
daisyfairy: my current mentality is “im sad and i hate myself but i have to get good grades”
There is something comforting about the security...
are starting to piss me the fuck off -_- lol
Psychology Blog (Neurolove/psych-facts): Attitudes... →
psych-facts: 1. The Work Hard Mentality - This is the attitude of doing your best and making lots of sacrifices to get the A’s that you need. For example, you know you are working hard when everyone else is spending their break time going out or having fun while you are staying at home or the library focusing on getting ahead. 2. Super Focused. - This is when you aren’t easily distracted or...
Today Sucked a lot
-woke up late to work -work was okay but i was tired -threw up at work -nauseous all day -Mommy called me -__- -made me worry so i was frantic and im pretty sure i almost had a panic attack -ran-walked past the cute guy looking frantic and a mess -I honestly cried when i got to my room :( i felt physically ill and my mom/sis stressed me out -napped after class till 4..missed socs...
Matt :( and chris :( but before they were bitches -__-
In want to run, abs again EH
February 11, 2013
God I’ve been failing this :( Haha But Update on life (quick version) Doing better this quarter..academically and mentally haha Ummm…got demoted from work lol WOMP Currently looking for a new job…but i need to look harder :P Found a roomate to live with lol I need to join clubs…doctor clubs and maybe gay clubs More friends..via…clubs Visit home more i...
People often joke around about others being anything other than straight. “That’s gay.” “Fag/faggot.” Especially when people “mess” around and “act” gay with each other..all to make others laugh. Or when they do some other useless or random sexual innuendo referring to being a homo or even bisexual. It honestly didn’t bug me a lot when...
For the record I am incredibly high right now. Guys. Guys. Guys. Sigh. Ok i dunno why but this popped into my head right now. I was thinking about Chris and Matt and then everybody else. I randomly talked to Chris like last week and we talked for a bout 5 minutes via text. My problem is that I think too positive about peoples feelings. In my head by now Chris should be over whatever happened...
February 8, 2013
Today I felt good about the world. Tonight I feel completely and utterly “Bleh” Sigh..up, down, up, down, up
i want to write…but its 3 am and my roomate is in bed…and my keyboard is loud as fuhh :(
5 of My Studying Tips That May Be Useful
psych-facts: Neurolove’s General Studying Tips Plans Studying Tips To Help Improve Your Memory Going to College/University Freshmen Tips 9 Tips To Help You Focus Simple Exam Studying Tips Regarding Fatigue
January 22, 2013
School :) everyone in my hall is getting sick T_T
January 21, 2013
SIGH work work work Gladis talked to me and i asked sister for advice…we just take this shit and find a new job
And I’m partaking in “destructive behavior” to release my stress and sadness… We will see how this goes..
January 20, 2013